Depressing Thoughts
Hi, I'm Alicia. I'm not all okay. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I've self harmed a lot in my past, and sometimes when things are horrible I start up again. I have a binge eating disorder. I eat till I'm uncomfortably full. I've attempted suicide twice, but I'm alive still so I didn't die.

There's two sides to me, the side I want to be, and the side that comes out all the time, and I can't control it. My feelings are always crazy, I cry for no apparent reason, and I always feel like I don't want to live.
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I’m not suicidal, I’m tired. I don’t want to die I just want the pain to go away. I’m tired of feeling never good enough. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of hurting myself. I’m tired of crying. I’m just so fucking tired.

(Source: societyhasdestroyedme, via selfmutilate)

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